一度や二度の悲しみじゃなくて

だいたい野澤と真田の話をしています

I just hope I let him go


On November 24, 2015, one of the idol announced his intention to resign.
Various opinions overflowed twitter. They should not be called 'opinions', but bare 'emotion'.

I'm not in the infield for him, so I refrain from mention. (First, I may not have the right to mention at all.)
However, I took it up because it reminds me of the words that Sanada, my earnest talent, said before.

"I think the person who can sacrifice himself is hero."


"Sacrifice himself". It's a serious word.
His talk continued;

We are not a little showered with thoughtless remarks. But I think I can overcome them if I have confidence for my efforts and selfrespect that I will surely be an attractive person.

Therefore we may think a hero and an idol are nearly same.


If an idol is one of jobs, there may be responsibility.
Like a doctor, like a law.

But I wonder how much sacrifice we may demand from an idol, an individual.

In short, who "forgives" him? What must he be "forgived" for at all? What is he for?


As for Sanada, I have had such a worry.

"[talking to Nozawa] Do you have a dream, don't you? I have.
The first is that I make my debut on CD. I think I must do so for my fan, too."

The word "too" is hope. He says that his aim of debut is also for his fan.

Like this, he said the words for us, the others, several times.

"I hope you are all fine."

"I hope you all have good things."

"I hope I can give you energy! I work hard!"

There were the words for us in all of his New Year's messages in 2014.


He gives sacrifice, devotion or duty. Our demands are moderate or excessive. They may just depend on our conscious.
Our thinking may be waste.



About "Forgiveness", I want to mention the following.

Sanada:
There were many Johnny's Jr. members in my dream. Then we were told suddenly that our debut was decided.

Nozawa:
Ah, about your dream. I heard.

Sanada:
That's right. But I still have things I don't tell you yet.

Nozawa:
...What?

Sanada:
I was glad to hear that. But, including us, the members of "Baka-Leya" and the pairs as symmetry were all separated. Then two groups were made.

Nozawa:
Uh-huh.

Sanada:
But only one of them could make a debut... (Sanada glanced at Nozawa.)

Nozawa:
I was in the group that couldn't make a debut, wasn't I?(Smiled bitterly) But this is the dream, so it's hard to complain. I excuse you because you don't look pleased!


Unfortunately, when our personal feelings can't forgive someone - unfortunately, him - , even so, will he forgive his way?
Please, I just hope everyone is happy. Needless to say, you are.